Anil,
Stillness, a rest. This thread, apart from your essay which I thought was meaningful in capturing the heights of musical experience, was also valuable for us forumites to take stock of our own sensibilities. While vidvat, antiquity and great giants of the past are worthy of worship, we should not forget that they should and have inspired present day musicians to rise to great heights and leave a legacy for the coming generations. We don't help by making a habit of knocking them! To find grains of the old repositories in the young is a moving experience for me as I listen to modern musicians.
As CML says it about the seniors, we are still youthful in our zeal for music. Music keeps us young. The forum keeps us young too. We rasikAs are bound by music, whatever our age or background.
Yes, this thread is valuable in another sense--the silence, the pause, helps us to rest our minds from raving and ranting based on our prejudices or preferences.
Without a pause like this, the kind of negative remarks which went against your sensibilities can make us lose a few more valuable members--musicians like you in particular. Though we pride ourselves in thinking that we have several practitioners of music on our forum, we seem to discourage them from active participation by some of our utterings. So, I thank you Anil for this thread. A yom kippur moment for the forumites.
A rough translation of the poem from tamizh:
A Way to 'IT'
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This music takes me far away somewhere...
With apt accompaniment, impeccable structure and imagination
This singer rains rAgam and song, sound and meaning--
It makes me circle around , wings spread out
For me to say it all in a single verse, voicing
All that wells up in a singer in one concert,
Paint a blend of all colors on one canvas...
Is not possible.
Still--as the evening sun's artwork says,
'Look! What color play, how many shapes,
How many pigments, oh, what glory!'
It takes me aloft, somewhere...
Is this music that all pervading Allah,
Buddha or that cowherd or shepherd,
Or just that something which is the
Essence of all things?
Whatever--
This music makes me spread wings and
Makes me fly in an unknown world...
Anil,
A very happy birthday and many such moments to you and to your listeners in the years to come...
